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Feeling bad

Sometimes I feel like I’m the worst crap in the world, I don’t know why, I guess it’s just me being silly. I swear sometimes I feel that nobody loves me, not even my parents, it’s awful. I’m a sometimes shy person, and I’m afraid to open up, because I’m afraid of what you’ll see if you see the real me. I have many complex about my life and myself, but I don’t take them for granted, I feel that I have so much to give, but I just don’t know how to do it. I love life, I really do, but I sometimes just feel like giving up; even though I know it’s the most coward choice I can do, and I can’t live with that, so I’ll have to keep going.